Feeling back to you...

I seems have the feeling that I like you again
Why will it happen like that?
Maybe I still like you
But
I had lied myself before

Actually when I know
I need to give up you that time
My heart is so pain
But
I still stubborn wants to give up
because that time I saw you walked together with a girl
And
I will ask myself that time
' Is it the girl is your girlfriend?'
I will always ask myself repeated
And I didn't have any answers...
After few weeks to let me think about this
I have a answer in my mind
'' I really should put you down...''
''not because I don't like you anymore''
'' It is because I still like you and I just like you in heart''
'' That's enough!!''
I know I need to give up already.......

Time is go on
And I have a new TARGET
The target that I admire
Is it just a replacement to replace you??
I think MAYBE
I admire him got 3 months
But the 3 months
I really have the feeling to him
Until now
He got a girlfriend
I just know my heart is not so pain when i know about this

But for you
I'm really so pain
It's painful till my heart....
I know I like you
But you really don't know what I'm thinking
....................